Sorry I don't mean to show case for sympathy and all I know I am counting my days and anytime this body will switch off and lost connection with world & specially loved ones. Just not have enough time to do many things. Wish I see my kids graduated wish I see their marriage wish I see my grand kids wish I see they grew up before all these. I don't even know how their faces look like in next 10 years. Wish what I said so far is a dream and I am going to live longer. ๐!!