I OFFERED FOOD AND S*X TO MY NEIGHBOUR TO CHEER HIM UP

September 18

EVER SINCE I MOVED INTO MY NEW APARTMENT, I HAD ALWAYS NOTICED MY NEIGHBOUR, GOING ABOUT HIS DAYS WITH A SAD AND DEPRESSED LOOK ON HIS FACE. IT WAS AS IF A DARK CLOUD FOLLOWED HIM EVERYWHERE HE WENT. HE WAS TOO HANDSOME. I DON'T KNOW HIM THAT MUCH BUT, I H@TE TO SEE PEOPLE IN SUCH MOOD. AND THE FACT THAT, I WAS LOWKEY CRUSHING ON HIM.. A PART OF ME WANTED TO REACH OUT AND TALK TO HIM, BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO INTRUDE ON HIS PERSONAL SPACE. AS TIME PASSED BY, HE BECAME INCREASINGLY WITHDRAWN AND DISTANT, ALWAYS HAVING A SAD AND DEPRESSED LOOK ON HIS FACE. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT COULD HAVE CAUSED IT. AS A NATURALLY EMPATHETIC PERSON, I WASN'T ABLE TO IGNORE HIS PAIN SO I WAS ALWAYS THINKING OF A WAY TO HELP HIM. ONE NIGHT, WHILE I WAS PREPARING DINNER, I HEARD A KNOCK ON MYDOOR. IT WAS HIM, FIRST THING I SAW WAS THE PAIN AND DESPERATION IN HIS EYES. WITHOUT SAYING A WORD, HE HUGGED ME AND BROKE DOWN IN TEARS. I HUGGED HIM BACK, NOT KNOWING WHAT ELSE TO DO. AS WE STOOD THERE, I FELT HIS BODY TREMBLING ♡ WITH SADNESS. IN THAT MOMENT, I KNEW I HAD TO DO SOMETHING TO HELP HIM. SO I INVITED HIM IN AND WE SAT DOWN TO EAT DINNER TOGETHER. AS WE ATE, I NOTICED HE WAS SLOWLY UNWINDING AND RELAXING. I CAN TELL HE HAVNT EATEN A PROPER MEAL IN DAYS.

. I CAN TELL HE HAVNT EATEN A PROPER MEAL IN DAYS. HE TOLD ME HE HAD JUST LOST HIS JOB WITH A MOUNTING OF DEBTS AND HIS GIRLFRIEND ABANDONED HIM BECAUSE HE WAS TOO BROKW TO TAKE CARE OF HER NEEDS. HE WAS FEELING HELPLESS AND HOPELESS. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO HIM, BUT I TRIED MY BEST TO PROVIDE SOME WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT. AFTER THE MEAL, WE SAT TOGETHER ON THE COUCH AND HE LEANEDON ME WHILE I COMFORT HIM. HE NEEDED SOMEONE AND I WAS THE PERFECT CANDIDATE FOR HIM. I COMPLIMENTED AND PRAISE HIS LOOKS AND THAT MANAGED TO MAKE HIM SMILE. HE WAS SO CUTE. NEXT MINUTE, WE WERE SSING AGGRESSIVELY ON THE COUCH. I LED HIM TO MY ROOM AND HE GRIND MY PSY WELL TO MY SATISFACTION. I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT, THOSE UNHAPPY HUMAN BEINGS F**KS REALLY GOOD. YOU SHOULD SEE THE WAY HE WAS SMASHINH THAT DK IN MY PSY. HE TREATS ME LIKE A DIRTY SL*T.. SPANKING AND DRAGGING MY HAIR. I LIKED IT. I HAVE ALL MY BEST EXPERIENCES WITH HIM. AND IT MADE ME FALL FOR HIM EVEN DEEPER. WE HAD SX ALMOST EVERYDAY AFTER THAT. SOMETIMES, I GO TO HIS APARTMENT, AND SOMETIMES HE COMES TO MINE.. WE WOULD HAVE AMAZING SX FOR HOURS. BUT THAT DIDN'T SOLVE A THING.I THOUGHT THE SX WILL CHEER HIM UP BUT, I WAS WRONG. HIS MOOD DIDN'T IMPROVE. NO MATTER HOW MUCH FOOD AND S*X I GAVE HIM, HE STILL SEEMED SAD AND DEPRESSED. THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED THAT MY EFFORTS WERE ONLY A TEMPORARY DISTRACTION FOR HIM. WHAT HE NEEDED WAS A DEEPER FORM OF SUPPORT, WHICH I WASN'T ABLE TO PROVIDE. I HAD UNINTENTIONALLY USED HIS VULNERABILITY FOR MY OWN PLEASURE.. I WAS SELFISH. FEELING GUILTY AND REMORSEFUL, I DECIDED TO END OUR MEETINGS AND FOCUS ON BEING A BETTER NEIGHBOUR AND FRIEND. HE DIDN'T LIKE THAT I DID THAT

AFTER A WHILE, HE OPENED UP TO ME ABOUT HIS TRUE EMOTIONS SAYING HE WANTS ME TO BE THERE FOR HIM IN A MORE MEANINGFUL WAY AND THAT WAS HOW WE STARTED DATING AS COUPLES. HE GOT KICKED OUT OF HIS APARTMENT AND HE I LET HIM MOVE IN WITH ME. WE ARE MARRIED NOW WITH TWO BEAUTIFUL KIDS. HE NOW HASA JOB AND HE DOES EVERYTHING FOR THE FAMILY. IN THE END, I LEARNED THAT SOMETIMES, THE BEST WAY TO HELP SOMEONE IS TO SIMPLY BE THERE FOR THEM AND LISTEN TO THEIR PROBLEMS. YOU DON'T REALLY HAVE TO DO MUCH. WE DIDN'T GET MARRIED BECAUSE OF THE SX, WE GOT MARRIED BECAUSE WE BONDED PERFECTLY AND WE UNDERSTOOD EACHOTHER MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE.