I am ruined by my Ex bf's kinks.

October 9

I got into relationship with him few years back. He was romantic and caring and bit shy. We were close and could share anything. We used to talk for hours. We were intimate and I used to visit his place sometimes where he used to stay with his roommate.

I don't know what ideas his roommate was feeding him, He started making me dress up hot when I went to visit his place. He started showing me threesome and cuckold porn. And he couldn't last longer and became very conscious about his performance. I would usually be fine but watching all that porn he sent used to raise my cravings and expectations.

He started telling me all the men are oogling at my hot looks. I was shocked and asked him "are you fine with that ?". He said "more than fine, I am proud to have such hot Gf". That made me come out of my shy self and made me comfortable flaunting my looks.

It didn't just stop there, He used to gift me bodycon dress and take me out for dancing along with his roommate and sometimes few other friends. When I asked he said he knows some manager there and would get us discount. I didn't care much at that time. I just had food some drinks and enjoyed dancing to the music. I knew his friends were checking me out but I kinda liked the attention.

After a while, when we were talking sexual fantasies, he said he wanted to do threesome with me. He said it would be fun. I didn't agree at first. But watching all that porn made me tempt and crave. After going bit of back and forth in my mind I agreed. But then came the question of with who. When he told his room had crush on me(which I kinda knew), I asked him If he is sure about that.

When we finally decided to do it. I was a bit nervous, they mixed few drinks and we started to chill. It was akward at first but after couple of drinks I became bit loose. He took my hand to dance, my bf was next to but we danced anyway. He kept fondling my body and kissing me. I was turned on and he was having his way with me. My Bf joined after a while but didn't give much attention. We were in bed in no time and he showed me pleasure like never before. I was moaning and I couldn't believe how good my body was turned on. I had rubbing my bf a handjob but not with much attention. After a while I had an orgasam through penetration for first time. And it was beautiful.

That was the beginning of many such encounters. Had lots of fun till my bf had to move abroad and end things with me. I was involved with his roommate for a while but he never treated me with love. Just for fun and even gave his friends a free pass. They just treated me like a .

After a while I seperated from him and all that. But it's had to reset and go back to normal. Would I ever be able to ?

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October 9

That’s relatable. Every partner ends up leaving their thoughts and ideas in our minds. They all ad up to the person we become.

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October 9

That’s relatable. Every partner ends up leaving their thoughts and ideas in our minds. They all ad up to the person we become.

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I guess you are right. I just have to move on

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It can be difficult but you will move on. Everyone does. Some can move on sooner than the others. Hope you don’t find yourself stuck too long.

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Do you think one can move on?

From my experience the urge always catches up.

I hope the OP is able to move on if that's what she desires.

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Like I said, it’s difficult. At times very difficult. But we must.

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I understand. I just feel that we don't need to suppress our urges. If we want and like something, we should experience it. We have just one life at the end.

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It is so right. Being a guy with enough exposure to porn and adult content, I thought I knew about all my kinks and desires .

I couldn't have been more wrong.

All my romantic partners have had such a huge impact on my desires.

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You still miss him?

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It was all fun when your bf was around.

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Yeah

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Understandable you like to be loved.

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Do you still feel something for that dynamic? I mean are you hoping for your next bf to have same fetish?

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there is something wholesome about this story... you got introduced to kink through a loving relationship, and you liked it. there is no reason why you should go back to vanilla sex life...

i hope you will look for and find partners who share your kinks. am sure its not easy, but sincerely hope you dont settle for partners who do not share your sexuality.

for what its worth, you would be my dream girl friend... and i am pretty certain there are more people like me!

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Resist until u into being with only one guy

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It's hard. I am relapsing for quick fun. I kinda became an addict by now

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Wanna talk in dm ?

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Yeah DM

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Relapsing is common when dealing with an addiction. Sometimes it’s too late before we realise it. Can be self destructive. But from what I know, it’s better not to keep any regrets in mind and especially the heart.

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My ex made me believe I was cuck lmao

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Can u dm lol ? 18 m and f couple this side

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The bottom line is u enjoyed rest is all noise

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I did enjoy it, but I thought it's just fun and will not have any problems later on

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Then case closed nothing else matter

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Dm I want some dress suggestions

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if you want to feel loved then you are not soiled or ruined.....its natural and don't feel ashamed of it.....and also receive lots of love from next adventure....

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Maybe his friend manipulated him into getting u.. or simply he was a cuck.. Well, people have different fantasies, I used to find them weird but not now.. there are so many wannabe cucks around whom you can get into relationship with.. Just don't cheat, do everything u both do with full knowledge and enjoy!

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He definitely manipulated my ex bf into all this.

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It sounds so hot. I enjoy the manipulations and gradual corruption. From my experience, the void never goes away, despite being in a romantic relationship.

The urge to explore those desires always stays.

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Yes it's hard. I am always relapsing for quick fun. I kinda became an addict

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You wanna talk in DM?

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Do you feel it's bad to want to live that fantasy?

I don't take sex to be sacred so I'm not too hung up on sexual exclusivity.

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Damn

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what did the roommate do to you that was better, or was it the group thing that allowed you to cum?

Great story also

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He was bigger, had more stamina passionate and know how to pleasure

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So, what sort of sex do you desire now after the breakup?

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Well its like, you were getting all the good juices (physical and mental) in abundance, but now that have reached the post nut clarity and realised what it is, you are now hooked to it because it has become your source of dopamine.

So, it's similar to how we doom scroll or anything similar to it. You need to take a step back and just try to understand what's what, what is right and wrong and make a decision what is it you wanna do

I can see how you had your time and all, but now you have reached to a point of no return from where you have to pave a way in the right direction.

I don't know if you are getting anything that I am rambling here, as I just returned from work in an exhausted state.

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