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[font=arial,helvetica,sans-serif][size=5]Oka fafa ila antundi

[color=#333333]for a brief background, i ve been married for a year and half now and i ve been finding it very hard to trust him...

a couple days b4 our engagement i got a call from an anonymous someone that he was engaged earlier..i confronted him act it and he said that he was nt engaged, but was seeing a girl, the arranged way and her family didn't agree and they let the proposal go....i was ok...big deal and went ahead and married him....

one our 1st night his sister brought a whole bunch of people and asked me if i was a virgin in front of all of them...i did feel insulted and more so just coz my husband of one day did not say anything to remedy the situation and nor did he ask his sister to apologize...i was angry and obviously upset, but let it slide....

after i moved to the US, in less than 2 - 3 weeks i had to travel to meet friends and he gave me an iPod filled with pics of the past girl V,,,, i was upset and angry and did not talk to him...

he told it was his past and that he was immature and has moved on and that he loved me...i let it slide...

once, he was drunk and he looks at me and said love u V..obs her name and i felt real bad...

he apologized ...the thing is he respects me, encourages me, helps me out , respects my parents ...the only thing that bothers me is his past...

later on i found naked pics of some girl..basically pics of some girl putting a dildo in and was disgusted...confronted him...he said that it was his second girlfriend..long ago and that the relationship was for 6 months...he added that he s long forgotten all of it and that its not important n stuff...

i was super mad, made him get hit , hpv tests n stuff- obviously rt...

he was patient with me, calm during my mood swings, took care of me , treats me really well...i have no problems with any of that..my inlays are also wonderful people n treat me really well...

the issue i have is that i no longer trust him...

he has explained all his past relationships and has told me more than a million times that he loves me n that i m his life n stuff...

i just can't trust him and i feel that i m living a false life, every time i see him i feel angry and i haven't felt genuinely happy in a real long time...i lead a comfortable life, but the trust issue is driving me insane[/color][/size][/font]

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