Estory - 3 : Life Estory

[k2s]

Hi All,
As I understand this forum is not only for ladies but also for men. I hope someone here can give me suggestion with the things I'm going through.

I'm in the states for almost 7yrs now. I haven't dated anyone here until last year. I spoke with multiple people whom my parents showed but nothing worked out. So, I started looking for a girl myself and started talking to people here(whites). I found one girl interesting and lots of our interests matched and we like doing the same things, we care for each other, we like to be together and we like spending time with each other. I started going out with her and we liked each other even more. Then my parents came up with a proposal and almost finalized it. I told them, I'm interested in this white girl and I want to be with her. They didn't agree with me and they said it'll be shameful for them if I do any act like this as this girl is 3yrs elder to me and is divorced one time(no kids) I said, I'm ok with all that but they wouldn;t agree. Finally I managed to cancel the proposal which they got for me. After a month or so, they got another match saying that this will be their last proposal for me. If I dont agree then they said I cant be their son and also said what a son I would be if I cant take care for them at old age. I tried convincing them that I would care them no matter what but nothing worked out. I thought about it a lot and said do whatever you want but I wont be happy with what they do. They said, we know what you like and we know what to give you so dont worry.

After a month I got married to the girl whom my parents showed but I can't stop thinking about my love interest. And the girl I got married is good but for some reason I can't give my complete 100% to my wife. Its like we'll be in the same room, same bed but in different worlds. I know many of you would suggest me to forget my love interest and start to know more about the girl I got married to. I think more about my love interest every minute than anything/anyone else. I can't stop thinking about my love even when I don't talk to her or even when I'm not in touch with her. Its not even two months that we got married, me and my wife started arguing for small, simple things and I started disliking her. This may be because I'm not with her or may be because our interests doesn't match. We are together just for the sake of being together and for our parents and society. I never argued with my love except for my marriage issue. May be I'm comparing my love with my wife and drawing more aversion towards my wife as she couldn't be any good than my love in anyway. I'm very confused about what to do now. Be with my wife whom I dont like and never know if I'll like her or not. Leave my wife and goto my lover and never know what issues we might come up with in future.

I'm completely out of mind these days. Can't like anything. Loosing interest in everything. Sometimes I even think about suicide. I'm not doing any good to anyone but complicating the things. I feel like running away from everything and be alone and do whatever I like.

I may not be clear in my story and may be one sided but I think I got the gist of my story. Please someone help me out of this. I'll be thankful to them through out my life. Thanks

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[quote name='k2s' timestamp='1337371985' post='1301822756']
Hi All,
As I understand this forum is not only for ladies but also for men. I hope someone here can give me suggestion with the things I'm going through.

I'm in the states for almost 7yrs now. I haven't dated anyone here until last year. I spoke with multiple people whom my parents showed but nothing worked out. So, I started looking for a girl myself and started talking to people here(whites). I found one girl interesting and lots of our interests matched and we like doing the same things, we care for each other, we like to be together and we like spending time with each other. I started going out with her and we liked each other even more. Then my parents came up with a proposal and almost finalized it. I told them, I'm interested in this white girl and I want to be with her. They didn't agree with me and they said it'll be shameful for them if I do any act like this as this girl is 3yrs elder to me and is divorced one time(no kids) I said, I'm ok with all that but they wouldn;t agree. Finally I managed to cancel the proposal which they got for me. After a month or so, they got another match saying that this will be their last proposal for me. If I dont agree then they said I cant be their son and also said what a son I would be if I cant take care for them at old age. I tried convincing them that I would care them no matter what but nothing worked out. I thought about it a lot and said do whatever you want but I wont be happy with what they do. They said, we know what you like and we know what to give you so dont worry.

After a month I got married to the girl whom my parents showed but I can't stop thinking about my love interest. And the girl I got married is good but for some reason I can't give my complete 100% to my wife. Its like we'll be in the same room, same bed but in different worlds. I know many of you would suggest me to forget my love interest and start to know more about the girl I got married to. I think more about my love interest every minute than anything/anyone else. I can't stop thinking about my love even when I don't talk to her or even when I'm not in touch with her. Its not even two months that we got married, me and my wife started arguing for small, simple things and I started disliking her. This may be because I'm not with her or may be because our interests doesn't match. We are together just for the sake of being together and for our parents and society. I never argued with my love except for my marriage issue. May be I'm comparing my love with my wife and drawing more aversion towards my wife as she couldn't be any good than my love in anyway. I'm very confused about what to do now. Be with my wife whom I dont like and never know if I'll like her or not. Leave my wife and goto my lover and never know what issues we might come up with in future.

I'm completely out of mind these days. Can't like anything. Loosing interest in everything. [b]Sometimes I even think about suicide.[/b] I'm not doing any good to anyone but complicating the things. I feel like running away from everything and be alone and do whatever I like.

I may not be clear in my story and may be one sided but I think I got the gist of my story. Please someone help me out of this. I'll be thankful to them through out my life. Thanks
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[quote name='psycopk' timestamp='1337372834' post='1301822853']
ladies forum ki velli ee thread veyatam lo vadi meaning endi lawyer k2s uncle... vadiki odarpu kavala??
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