Life as it happened

[Kakarakaya]

Just now, Spartan said:

vesina story delete cheyamante..i can delete them.

Cheyy bro..i promoted this db to somany friends and family,.,,indulo i mentioned all true names and towns may be some one may be offended...inths stress lo unna should not let others suffer delete it,...10 years back vallu evaru undaru anukuni adigina did not know....

[Spartan]

2 minutes ago, Kakarakaya said:

Cheyy bro..i promoted this db to somany friends and family,.,,indulo i mentioned all true names and towns may be some one may be offended...inths stress lo unna should not let others suffer delete it,...10 years back vallu evaru undaru anukuni adigina did not know....

10 pages unnai..page 10 veskuna 100 postlu edit cheyali.

mods ni adigi delete cheyincheddam .

@tom bhayya

[quirky]

18 minutes ago, Sputnik said:

edho decision theeskunna annadu

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Haha.....life lo chusthe chinna chinna faikures chusi untav and may be u took charge and owned ur problems and succedded good for you brother....

Keep rocking.....

 

Advice adagaledhu evarini .....made some decision and so i want to say what i want to say before that.....vini nalaga bathukuthunna okka vedhavina koncham maratademo ani.....nothing personal.....

sounds suicidal 

[Sputnik]

TS  ne debts antha pedda debts kuda emi kadhu

You can easily pay off

[Picheshwar]

2 hours ago, Kakarakaya said:

Born in a farmers family....

Parents did beyond means for education.....

Studied well enjoyed life well.....

Made to America...graduated.....job.....seemed like life is set....

Small accident ....small settlement....took it seriouz to make the money back lost in settlement...

Invested in daiky trades...lost some.....

Bad habits took over me......gambling gambling....gambling.....

Lost savings.....borrowed....lost them.....some repaid some could not.....lost friends

Lost trust from employer.......lost status......

Back to India.......found a job married......all good.......

Greed took over want to make big in short span......opened a small company ...fraud after fraud lost...job.....lost money and...sold property  back home to pay for lost money in business...

Started gambling...lost again ...and again....

Went back to roots farming....farming....2 years lockdown...one crop gone due to seed company fault....one crop gone ....due to wrong use of pesticide at wro time given by very good reputation shop owner...debts again....

Frustrated wife left.....with kid.....gave me time to find a job.....

Covid and market effect and no job from 2 years + could not land a job....

Receiving divorce notices from wife....

 

Time is up......life has given me everything...but i mistreated it at every point...oka chinna accident and chinna amount..,katti....i came out of it....but my thought went chinna amount ni ventane vaccheyali naku.....in search of that small amount ..i lost a life....10 years of pain....debts ...and notice from wife....want to do so much in life like eveeyone else..,,but greed caught up with me.....and now this is the end for all i believe....

 

Good question: why post this sodhi here for us.....because i have no friend left in the world to speak my heart out,,,,so....

Moral of the story: pay for your mistakes and dont take short cuts in life to regain what u have lost.....

Wish of the day and life : okkadina short cuts teesukotam manesthe idi chadivi chalu...

Been a db addict from almost 2009 or 2010...so goodbye ....you all

 

FYI: been clean for 1.5 years but this time the real troubles of farming and debts took over....so posted this to get some of my chest before the time.....

 

Manasulo family medha prema unna evari medha kopam lekapoyina twaraga sampadinchi evadiki pettalsina avasaram lekapoyina....kontha mandhi we run for the money in short cuts.....so please avoid them...and have fun...

 

[JustChill_Mama]

8 minutes ago, Sputnik said:

TS  ne debts antha pedda debts kuda emi kadhu

You can easily pay off

Hi maha

[Sputnik]

9 minutes ago, JustChill_Mama said:

Hi maha

vaadevadu

[JustChill_Mama]

1 minute ago, Sputnik said:

vaadevadu

Old dbian ankunna @MagaMaharaju

[Sputnik]

Just now, JustChill_Mama said:

Old dbian ankunna @MagaMaharaju

ok I know that ID. But not me

[sri_india]

farming ekkadaa bro??I mean ee district loo?

[psycopk]

are you bitterkai?

anta mana manchike anuko.. kid avasarlalki money sponsor cheyi.. its your responsibility... all the other things will fall in its place over time

[Anta Assamey]

7 minutes ago, psycopk said:

are you bitterkai?

anta mana manchike anuko.. kid avasarlalki money sponsor cheyi.. its your responsibility... all the other things will fall in its place over time

Koncham thread /posts anta delete cheyyachu ga if possible ... TS is asking ... He has mentioned some real names anta... So do the needful if possible ...

[godfather03]

1 hour ago, Spartan said:

10 pages unnai..page 10 veskuna 100 postlu edit cheyali.

mods ni adigi delete cheyincheddam .

@tom bhayya

Endi?? Asalu emaindi...idi nee story kaada?

[Kakarakaya]

Db lo kontha mandi icchina salahalu...i tried tried....job ani noida daka poina...finally ...inka em cheyyaleka....lost everything in life...but life itself....tellarithe inka undaleka end8ng it here......direct ga evariki cheppe diryam leka ila phone lo ila evado okadu chustadu le ani...closing my chapter....5 hours...undhi anthe inka just trying to revisit all memories....best times are in early days of this db as well as job in US......be happy

[Picheshwar]

14 minutes ago, Kakarakaya said:

Db lo kontha mandi icchina salahalu...i tried tried....job ani noida daka poina...finally ...inka em cheyyaleka....lost everything in life...but life itself....tellarithe inka undaleka end8ng it here......direct ga evariki cheppe diryam leka ila phone lo ila evado okadu chustadu le ani...closing my chapter....5 hours...undhi anthe inka just trying to revisit all memories....best times are in early days of this db as well as job in US......be happy

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