Life as it happened

[JustChiII_Mama]

On 8/18/2021 at 1:14 PM, Kakarakaya said:

Born in a farmers family....

Parents did beyond means for education.....

Studied well enjoyed life well.....

Made to America...graduated.....job.....seemed like life is set....

Small accident ....small settlement....took it seriouz to make the money back lost in settlement...

Invested in daiky trades...lost some.....

Bad habits took over me......gambling gambling....gambling.....

Lost savings.....borrowed....lost them.....some repaid some could not.....lost friends

Lost trust from employer.......lost status......

Back to India.......found a job married......all good.......

Greed took over want to make big in short span......opened a small company ...fraud after fraud lost...job.....lost money and...sold property  back home to pay for lost money in business...

Started gambling...lost again ...and again....

Went back to roots farming....farming....2 years lockdown...one crop gone due to seed company fault....one crop gone ....due to wrong use of pesticide at wro time given by very good reputation shop owner...debts again....

Frustrated wife left.....with kid.....gave me time to find a job.....

Covid and market effect and no job from 2 years + could not land a job....

Receiving divorce notices from wife....

 

Time is up......life has given me everything...but i mistreated it at every point...oka chinna accident and chinna amount..,katti....i came out of it....but my thought went chinna amount ni ventane vaccheyali naku.....in search of that small amount ..i lost a life....10 years of pain....debts ...and notice from wife....want to do so much in life like eveeyone else..,,but greed caught up with me.....and now this is the end for all i believe....

 

Good question: why post this sodhi here for us.....because i have no friend left in the world to speak my heart out,,,,so....

Moral of the story: pay for your mistakes and dont take short cuts in life to regain what u have lost.....

Wish of the day and life : okkadina short cuts teesukotam manesthe idi chadivi chalu...

Been a db addict from almost 2009 or 2010...so goodbye ....you all

 

FYI: been clean for 1.5 years but this time the real troubles of farming and debts took over....so posted this to get some of my chest before the time.....

 

Manasulo family medha prema unna evari medha kopam lekapoyina twaraga sampadinchi evadiki pettalsina avasaram lekapoyina....kontha mandhi we run for the money in short cuts.....so please avoid them...and have fun...

 

Help 

[huma]

No job stress and no wife stress inkem kavali

[bluebadger]

On 11/24/2021 at 7:04 AM, Kakarakaya said:

Personal ga message chesi diryam icchina andariki thanks a lot..

To the one person who called me from a nunber i can not reach out back and sent me 10k rupees thank you so much anna.....anonymous ga undali anukunnav thanks a lot...35 ellu perigi ila to take a donation i am ashamed...but want to say thank u on public forum....anna dont want to name anyone....but meeru after talking to me and asking every details inckudig personal records and documents....say sending u so and so rememebr anna ...i did not ask u for money u listened and u said u will give...anni personal details teesukuni...promise to send in few mins and days pasted....vaddu anna na laga marakandi dont lie....u r not obliged to do anything...kani if u say u would do something nenu...hope penchukuntanu kadha brothers,..dont give me the wrong hope,,,,......iex want to get re married and go out of country and as aa father i could not pay for kids needs now i might lose the custody and she might take her away...a pain lo ...unna lot of people gave me lot of support,..,but i do not want to give out names as u also were morally so much supportive......which i needed more than money..

 

Kakapothe bro nuvvu 1.6 kattali antunnav half kadhu mottham pay cheyyi nenu 500$pamputha give me so and so docs ani teesukuni....2 days nundi waiting,,,ala cheyyakandi anna,.,,asatho unna vyaktiki....this effects more...

 

Bro i am sending u 25000 rupees as i also have  akid and i know the pain if i cant see her for monthx please share those details....

 

Ma friend vacchi ninnu meet ayyi...neeku oka 30lk istadu anna....give me so and so details.....cheyyakandanna ila kept on waiting.....

 

2 dsys nundi have been waiting waiting...i did not ask kadha anna please dont kick the dog whonis already about to die....

it appears ur frustrations and expectations are throwing altogether a different tantrum  which is even offending few folks - ekkada taggalo kuda telusukovali kada bruh 

[bluebadger]

On 11/24/2021 at 7:22 AM, DalchanChekka said:

This is a very wrong kind of attitude. Nobody owes you anything. They took their time to talk to you. Mukku moham thelini vallaki money ivvadaniki evaru ayina alochistharu, alochinchali kuda.

Stop making them feel guilty. That’s the last thing they deserve. Take out names enti blackmail Chesthunnava?

I don’t want to say anything regarding your personal situation. Help cheyyali anukunna vallani spot lo pettali anukune ne mentality naku nachaledhu. One reason why nobody was willing to help you in real world I guess. 

I agree to every bit you say bruh - mr kakarkaya shouldnt have done dat - i also dont think he is in his right mind given his circumstances 

[JackSeal]

How are you @Kakarakaya now ?

[Picheshwar]

ltt

[huma]

On 8/19/2021 at 3:43 AM, Kakarakaya said:

Funny thing is life lo anni luccha panulu chesthu....gambling sesthunnappudu everyone was with me....but once i started farming and life went tough due to it not working out for various reasons...people left me.....

Feeling empty from long time....has to be an end point for every pain...

Manushulu ante bro, atleast you have no attachments now.

[huma]

On 11/24/2021 at 12:34 PM, Kakarakaya said:

Personal ga message chesi diryam icchina andariki thanks a lot..

To the one person who called me from a nunber i can not reach out back and sent me 10k rupees thank you so much anna.....anonymous ga undali anukunnav thanks a lot...35 ellu perigi ila to take a donation i am ashamed...but want to say thank u on public forum....anna dont want to name anyone....but meeru after talking to me and asking every details inckudig personal records and documents....say sending u so and so rememebr anna ...i did not ask u for money u listened and u said u will give...anni personal details teesukuni...promise to send in few mins and days pasted....vaddu anna na laga marakandi dont lie....u r not obliged to do anything...kani if u say u would do something nenu...hope penchukuntanu kadha brothers,..dont give me the wrong hope,,,,......iex want to get re married and go out of country and as aa father i could not pay for kids needs now i might lose the custody and she might take her away...a pain lo ...unna lot of people gave me lot of support,..,but i do not want to give out names as u also were morally so much supportive......which i needed more than money..

 

Kakapothe bro nuvvu 1.6 kattali antunnav half kadhu mottham pay cheyyi nenu 500$pamputha give me so and so docs ani teesukuni....2 days nundi waiting,,,ala cheyyakandi anna,.,,asatho unna vyaktiki....this effects more...

 

Bro i am sending u 25000 rupees as i also have  akid and i know the pain if i cant see her for monthx please share those details....

 

Ma friend vacchi ninnu meet ayyi...neeku oka 30lk istadu anna....give me so and so details.....cheyyakandanna ila kept on waiting.....

 

2 dsys nundi have been waiting waiting...i did not ask kadha anna please dont kick the dog whonis already about to die....

Bro nuvvu cheyyalsina enjoyment anta chesi pakkanodi pai hopes pettukovadam tappu. Earn money with your hardwork not by paying emotional victim card.

[leche]

On 8/18/2021 at 1:41 PM, Hamansh said:

Reply to pm can help u

bro @Kakarakaya ki help chesi nuvu itta aipoyava?😞

[Hamansh]

2 minutes ago, leche said:

bro @Kakarakaya ki help chesi nuvu itta aipoyava?😞

Manam em chesam bro e db lone evado pedda manishi ayanku laptop pampi trainjng icchi....roju 2 hours matladi...ayanani depression nundi bayataku teesukocchi place chesi ...life icchinadu...manam chesina chinna piccha poo help lu enthanna...there are people...who go beyond...i know the name of the afdb person who helped him....but he stays anonymous

[leche]

Just now, Hamansh said:

Manam em chesam bro e db lone evado pedda manishi ayanku laptop pampi trainjng icchi....roju 2 hours matladi...ayanani depression nundi bayataku teesukocchi place chesi ...life icchinadu...manam chesina chinna piccha poo help lu enthanna...there are people...who go beyond...i know the name of the afdb person who helped him....but he stays anonymous

nenu anedi nuvu motivate chesi help chesav ipudu nuveh itta antunav endhi ani

[ramudu]

2 minutes ago, Hamansh said:

Manam em chesam bro e db lone evado pedda manishi ayanku laptop pampi trainjng icchi....roju 2 hours matladi...ayanani depression nundi bayataku teesukocchi place chesi ...life icchinadu...manam chesina chinna piccha poo help lu enthanna...there are people...who go beyond...i know the name of the afdb person who helped him....but he stays anonymous

Can you tell the db name ? Adi elagu anonymous ee kadha bro

[Killer66]

On 8/18/2021 at 1:14 PM, Kakarakaya said:

Born in a farmers family....

Parents did beyond means for education.....

Studied well enjoyed life well.....

Made to America...graduated.....job.....seemed like life is set....

Small accident ....small settlement....took it seriouz to make the money back lost in settlement...

Invested in daiky trades...lost some.....

Bad habits took over me......gambling gambling....gambling.....

Lost savings.....borrowed....lost them.....some repaid some could not.....lost friends

Lost trust from employer.......lost status......

Back to India.......found a job married......all good.......

Greed took over want to make big in short span......opened a small company ...fraud after fraud lost...job.....lost money and...sold property  back home to pay for lost money in business...

Started gambling...lost again ...and again....

Went back to roots farming....farming....2 years lockdown...one crop gone due to seed company fault....one crop gone ....due to wrong use of pesticide at wro time given by very good reputation shop owner...debts again....

Frustrated wife left.....with kid.....gave me time to find a job.....

Covid and market effect and no job from 2 years + could not land a job....

Receiving divorce notices from wife....

 

Time is up......life has given me everything...but i mistreated it at every point...oka chinna accident and chinna amount..,katti....i came out of it....but my thought went chinna amount ni ventane vaccheyali naku.....in search of that small amount ..i lost a life....10 years of pain....debts ...and notice from wife....want to do so much in life like eveeyone else..,,but greed caught up with me.....and now this is the end for all i believe....

 

Good question: why post this sodhi here for us.....because i have no friend left in the world to speak my heart out,,,,so....

Moral of the story: pay for your mistakes and dont take short cuts in life to regain what u have lost.....

Wish of the day and life : okkadina short cuts teesukotam manesthe idi chadivi chalu...

Been a db addict from almost 2009 or 2010...so goodbye ....you all

 

FYI: been clean for 1.5 years but this time the real troubles of farming and debts took over....so posted this to get some of my chest before the time.....

 

Manasulo family medha prema unna evari medha kopam lekapoyina twaraga sampadinchi evadiki pettalsina avasaram lekapoyina....kontha mandhi we run for the money in short cuts.....so please avoid them...and have fun...

 

Inta chooshav kadha bro , don’t give up and try again and again and again eod all will die but your have not gave up after constant mistakes , just avoid shortcuts and gambiling and beee focused everything will fall in place .

[Hamansh]

12 minutes ago, ramudu said:

Can you tell the db name ? Adi elagu anonymous ee kadha bro

Afdb e bro name is gopal...too abaddam endukj he helped kakarakaya by sending system and motiviating i know for a fact as i used to talk to kakakaya during that phase hope he is good in life

[Hamansh]

12 minutes ago, Killer66 said:

Inta chooshav kadha bro , don’t give up and try again and again and again eod all will die but your have not gave up after constant mistakes , just avoid shortcuts and gambiling and beee focused everything will fall in place .

Na ibbandulaki i could not do much gambling antava its just on chess in last 2 weeks  bas anthe antaku minchi manaku tekyadu