Life as it happened

[RoadRomeo]

9 minutes ago, Kakarakaya said:

Funny thing is life lo anni luccha panulu chesthu....gambling sesthunnappudu everyone was with me....but once i started farming and life went tough due to it not working out for various reasons...people left me.....

Feeling empty from long time....has to be an end point for every pain...

[Fish]

39 minutes ago, Kakarakaya said:

Born in a farmers family....

Parents did beyond means for education.....

Studied well enjoyed life well.....

Made to America...graduated.....job.....seemed like life is set....

Small accident ....small settlement....took it seriouz to make the money back lost in settlement...

Invested in daiky trades...lost some.....

Bad habits took over me......gambling gambling....gambling.....

Lost savings.....borrowed....lost them.....some repaid some could not.....lost friends

Lost trust from employer.......lost status......

Back to India.......found a job married......all good.......

Greed took over want to make big in short span......opened a small company ...fraud after fraud lost...job.....lost money and...sold property  back home to pay for lost money in business...

Started gambling...lost again ...and again....

Went back to roots farming....farming....2 years lockdown...one crop gone due to seed company fault....one crop gone ....due to wrong use of pesticide at wro time given by very good reputation shop owner...debts again....

Frustrated wife left.....with kid.....gave me time to find a job.....

Covid and market effect and no job from 2 years + could not land a job....

Receiving divorce notices from wife....

 

Time is up......life has given me everything...but i mistreated it at every point...oka chinna accident and chinna amount..,katti....i came out of it....but my thought went chinna amount ni ventane vaccheyali naku.....in search of that small amount ..i lost a life....10 years of pain....debts ...and notice from wife....want to do so much in life like eveeyone else..,,but greed caught up with me.....and now this is the end for all i believe....

 

Good question: why post this sodhi here for us.....because i have no friend left in the world to speak my heart out,,,,so....

Moral of the story: pay for your mistakes and dont take short cuts in life to regain what u have lost.....

Wish of the day and life : okkadina short cuts teesukotam manesthe idi chadivi chalu...

Been a db addict from almost 2009 or 2010...so goodbye ....you all

 

FYI: been clean for 1.5 years but this time the real troubles of farming and debts took over....so posted this to get some of my chest before the time.....

 

Manasulo family medha prema unna evari medha kopam lekapoyina twaraga sampadinchi evadiki pettalsina avasaram lekapoyina....kontha mandhi we run for the money in short cuts.....so please avoid them...and have fun...

 

Don’t give up easily in life…we just have one life and need to achieve everything. We can restart our life at any age, it all depends on your will power. You can again start over, take one step at a time. Have goals and work hard to achieve those goals.

Learn from your mistakes, analyze what went wrong and how to overcome next time.Mee kante worst situation lo nundi bayataku ochina vaalu chaala mandi unnaru. So never ever give up and looks for ways to come out of it. If you do not have friends and family to support you, go to a counselor and explain what you are going through.

[ZoomNaidu]

Just now, RoadRomeo said:

+100

[Kakarakaya]

Brotherlu......dabbu unnappudu viluva telusukunte manchidhi.....

Okkasari dani vikuva manaku teliyakapothe......its like it will know you dont know its value and it will never come to you......treat money the right way...

Okka hand blackjack ki velaku vela dollars pogottinappudu dani value telvadhu......ippudu telusukunna upayogam ledhu....

[Kakarakaya]

Also every relation in life is def linked with money to some extent...so treat money the right way and you will be treated good....

[godfather03]

5 minutes ago, Spartan said:

company individual choice. but marrying. ur  taking responsibility of other people and ending their dreams with unstability in life.

Yeah...I felt the same....But, opening company is also adding more to the responsibilities, as you have to pay to resources, rather than earning money or losing money alone 

4 minutes ago, Kakarakaya said:

Funny thing is life lo anni luccha panulu chesthu....gambling sesthunnappudu everyone was with me....but once i started farming and life went tough due to it not working out for various reasons...people left me.....

Feeling empty from long time....has to be an end point for every pain...

That is what life is....

[Kakarakaya]

Andariki friends untaru.....10 mandhi friends unte danilo okkade nijam ga mana manchi korukune vadu....and eppudu manalni support chese vadu untadu......never ever in life take him for granted and behave ...badly....if u do so naa laga anonymous posts vesukuntaru net lo.....

 

Kakarakaya matladthunte xyz chudatam thappa u will miss the real frie d dont treat them bad

[JAPAN]

give her divorce and lets make her free from all these hardships

you had your life at fullest and dont make them run in your deeds..just let them live free but if you have any money or resources left give to kids in form of FD or something

[RoadRomeo]

8 minutes ago, Kakarakaya said:

Brotherlu......dabbu unnappudu viluva telusukunte manchidhi.....

Okkasari dani vikuva manaku teliyakapothe......its like it will know you dont know its value and it will never come to you......treat money the right way...

Okka hand blackjack ki velaku vela dollars pogottinappudu dani value telvadhu......ippudu telusukunna upayogam ledhu....

Anna

i wasted lot of money in usa and now i have to work to get my money back. 
i will have to start respecting money and value it from now.

puri jagan also same way realized. Not everyone is same 

[Kakarakaya]

4 minutes ago, RoadRomeo said:

Fact is your past always holds you back....you can never start your life over unless you are emotion less......

Not saying you are wrong....but.....em chesina did for family for last 1+ years with 100 commitment bec i do not want to lose them....but loosing them at any cost........

Simple words....vallanu vadileyyalemu.....alaga ani vadalakunda undalemu...answer is simple manalni vadilesukotame.....can not live with out them and can not make them live with me.....so

[Sarvapindi]

19 minutes ago, Kakarakaya said:

Like I said came here to let myself off...knowing some one would get some lesson.......things went bad and cant be fixed now...

currently wat doing? farming?

[Kakarakaya]

Just now, JAPAN said:

give her divorce and lets make her free from all these hardships

you had your life at fullest and dont make them run in your deeds..just let them live free but if you have any money or resources left give to kids in form of FD or something

Nuvvu life lo piki velthav thammudu.....u r for real...thank you....divorce icchina can not stop bothering them so...will do the needed....ippatike chala hurt chesamu vallani inka cheyyakudadhu

[Kakarakaya]

Just now, Sarvapindi said:

currently wat doing? farming?

Yes ....and no....starting job search 4 months ago....of no use,...debts mounted notices coming....took a lot of pressure unneccesarily  in life....and do not want to any more so speaking out

[Sarvapindi]

57 minutes ago, Kakarakaya said:

Born in a farmers family....

Parents did beyond means for education.....

Studied well enjoyed life well.....

Made to America...graduated.....job.....seemed like life is set....

Small accident ....small settlement....took it seriouz to make the money back lost in settlement...

Invested in daiky trades...lost some.....

Bad habits took over me......gambling gambling....gambling.....

Lost savings.....borrowed....lost them.....some repaid some could not.....lost friends

Lost trust from employer.......lost status......

Back to India.......found a job married......all good.......

Greed took over want to make big in short span......opened a small company ...fraud after fraud lost...job.....lost money and...sold property  back home to pay for lost money in business...

Started gambling...lost again ...and again....

Went back to roots farming....farming....2 years lockdown...one crop gone due to seed company fault....one crop gone ....due to wrong use of pesticide at wro time given by very good reputation shop owner...debts again....

Frustrated wife left.....with kid.....gave me time to find a job.....

Covid and market effect and no job from 2 years + could not land a job....

Receiving divorce notices from wife....

 

Time is up......life has given me everything...but i mistreated it at every point...oka chinna accident and chinna amount..,katti....i came out of it....but my thought went chinna amount ni ventane vaccheyali naku.....in search of that small amount ..i lost a life....10 years of pain....debts ...and notice from wife....want to do so much in life like eveeyone else..,,but greed caught up with me.....and now this is the end for all i believe....

 

Good question: why post this sodhi here for us.....because i have no friend left in the world to speak my heart out,,,,so....

Moral of the story: pay for your mistakes and dont take short cuts in life to regain what u have lost.....

Wish of the day and life : okkadina short cuts teesukotam manesthe idi chadivi chalu...

Been a db addict from almost 2009 or 2010...so goodbye ....you all

 

FYI: been clean for 1.5 years but this time the real troubles of farming and debts took over....so posted this to get some of my chest before the time.....

 

Manasulo family medha prema unna evari medha kopam lekapoyina twaraga sampadinchi evadiki pettalsina avasaram lekapoyina....kontha mandhi we run for the money in short cuts.....so please avoid them...and have fun...

 

antha pedda story ni short cut lo baga rasav bro..sodhi lekunda

[Sputnik]

8 minutes ago, JAPAN said:

give her divorce and lets make her free from all these hardships

you had your life at fullest and dont make them run in your deeds..just let them live free but if you have any money or resources left give to kids in form of FD or something

Ask her what she wants.

Don't be smart and assume everything.

As if it's easy for a woman with a kid to start over. Does she even work?