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"26F - Living in USA - More than 1 crore salary - Working in a FAANG company

Iva life la enna problem irukum nu en friends elarum ninaipanga. I've been single all my life. I'm totally self-made when it comes to career and the position I'm in. To come to this level, I followed strict discipline in life. Focused, goal-driven, plus lovely parents and supportive family.

One side love - idhaan en life la periya problem. He is my best friend. 1.5 years ah theriyum. MS panrapo en college la padichan. Ipo avanum nanum 2 end of US la work panrom. Words cannot describe the intensity of my love for him.

I went to visit him recently, en love ah solliten. Avan adhuku reply panala, ivlo naal ah nala friends ah thana irundhom but sudden ah en love adhu idhu nu pesura nu ketan.

I was there for 2 weeks. Avan en love proposal ku yes solala but enaku avan na avlo pidikum. I love him that much. Daily ore bed la thaan we slept next to each other. Oru naal kuda I didn't feel insecure or he touched me in a wrong way.

But en flight ku last 2 days la he kissed and hugged me. I was shocked (that's my first kiss&hug). I couldn't resist it. My love blinded me. Early morning around 3 am he suddenly cuddled me around very tight I couldn't even breathe. Andha last 2 days la day and night he kissed like this many times. It brought happy tears as I thought my love is winning it for me and I can marry him.

Now I'm back to my place. He still hasn't given me an answer for my love proposal. We talk like usual friends now and he doesn't even bring up about those incidents. As if they didn't even happen.

I feel broken and depression is taking me over. I love him so much and I also have a huge reputation among my family and friends. If my love isn't a success, then it means it was either something like ""friends with benefits"" or ""physical relationship"". 😞 Last la en life la kuda ipdi oru cheap aana vishayam nadandhuduche, avlo arivu illamala naa nadandhurken nu ninaikurapo enake en mela kovama varudhu.

Avanuku en mela romba pasam athigam. Avanoda amma passed away when he was a kid. Enaku onnu na he even cries. Avan mela kovam vara maatenguthu. Naanum thaa avan panadhuku cooperate paniruken. Ipo ennala avana verukavum mudila, avana vitu pogavum mudila, avankuda innoru thadava idha continue pana naa virumbala because onnu friends ah irukanum or lover ah irukanum.

I am trying so hard to forgive myself that even most disciplined human beings can make some mistakes. En guilt eh enna kolludhu.

Ivlo padichu, tough interviews la crack pani, ivlo earn pani, elarum ""wow she achieved it big"", how good is this girl nu elarum solradhu lam enna save panadhu... En mind la verum idha pathina sogam mattum thaa iruku. Ivlo blessings la ilama neraya peru kashta padranga life la. Aana elam irundhum indha oru thappunala naa depression stage ku poitu iruka daily.

It feels heavy in me. Idha yaarkitayum solavum mudiyadhu. Anonymous confession ha pogatum nu post panren.

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46 minutes ago, kevinUsa said:

#25274

"26F - Living in USA - More than 1 crore salary - Working in a FAANG company

Iva life la enna problem irukum nu en friends elarum ninaipanga. I've been single all my life. I'm totally self-made when it comes to career and the position I'm in. To come to this level, I followed strict discipline in life. Focused, goal-driven, plus lovely parents and supportive family.

One side love - idhaan en life la periya problem. He is my best friend. 1.5 years ah theriyum. MS panrapo en college la padichan. Ipo avanum nanum 2 end of US la work panrom. Words cannot describe the intensity of my love for him.

I went to visit him recently, en love ah solliten. Avan adhuku reply panala, ivlo naal ah nala friends ah thana irundhom but sudden ah en love adhu idhu nu pesura nu ketan.

I was there for 2 weeks. Avan en love proposal ku yes solala but enaku avan na avlo pidikum. I love him that much. Daily ore bed la thaan we slept next to each other. Oru naal kuda I didn't feel insecure or he touched me in a wrong way.

But en flight ku last 2 days la he kissed and hugged me. I was shocked (that's my first kiss&hug). I couldn't resist it. My love blinded me. Early morning around 3 am he suddenly cuddled me around very tight I couldn't even breathe. Andha last 2 days la day and night he kissed like this many times. It brought happy tears as I thought my love is winning it for me and I can marry him.

Now I'm back to my place. He still hasn't given me an answer for my love proposal. We talk like usual friends now and he doesn't even bring up about those incidents. As if they didn't even happen.

I feel broken and depression is taking me over. I love him so much and I also have a huge reputation among my family and friends. If my love isn't a success, then it means it was either something like ""friends with benefits"" or ""physical relationship"". 😞 Last la en life la kuda ipdi oru cheap aana vishayam nadandhuduche, avlo arivu illamala naa nadandhurken nu ninaikurapo enake en mela kovama varudhu.

Avanuku en mela romba pasam athigam. Avanoda amma passed away when he was a kid. Enaku onnu na he even cries. Avan mela kovam vara maatenguthu. Naanum thaa avan panadhuku cooperate paniruken. Ipo ennala avana verukavum mudila, avana vitu pogavum mudila, avankuda innoru thadava idha continue pana naa virumbala because onnu friends ah irukanum or lover ah irukanum.

I am trying so hard to forgive myself that even most disciplined human beings can make some mistakes. En guilt eh enna kolludhu.

Ivlo padichu, tough interviews la crack pani, ivlo earn pani, elarum ""wow she achieved it big"", how good is this girl nu elarum solradhu lam enna save panadhu... En mind la verum idha pathina sogam mattum thaa iruku. Ivlo blessings la ilama neraya peru kashta padranga life la. Aana elam irundhum indha oru thappunala naa depression stage ku poitu iruka daily.

It feels heavy in me. Idha yaarkitayum solavum mudiyadhu. Anonymous confession ha pogatum nu post panren.

"

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దినెక్క ఇది ఎక్కడి మాస్ ర మామ...చూసేకొద్దీ ఊపు వస్తుంది...జై బాలయ్య🔥🔥🔥

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